out of all the people i've ever met in my entire life..
ur the first person i cant EVER read.
and i dont know what is gonna happen next..
i can NEVER tell whats going thru ur mind.

one second ur here and the next second ur mind is somewhere else
or on someone else.
i can NEVER understand you and who you really are
things tt really matter to you
dont seem like it really matters,

or ur showing it in indirect routes..
but for WHAT?!
feelings tt are meant to be portrayed..
just let them show..
or at least let it leak into the air
and not hide it and keep it for only your own acknowledgment .

for all you know,



i ***** **** **** *** as well..