things i did 'right' today:

1) burnt my fingers, again
2) swallowed a fish bone
3) got a cut on my finger
4) tore my knuckle skin
5) had something painful go into my right eye
6) broke my handphone
7) take cab to changi road
8) AO
9) eat stupid fats
10) acted happy even when i'm not







smart move, izzul...

tired and alone, i wished there was someone to share that status with..
i look on the bright side, but wait.. there is non.
when i look at the moon, i know thats my only connection with her, whoever she is.
i hope she's doing fine. as a matter of fact, i hope she's the total opposite of my worries.

smiling, laughing and not to cry.
happy and loving with what/who she has now.. sigh.
i only want the best for her, even if she's not meant to be mine.
hope the man that holds her will treat her fine. no, more than fine. PERFECT.

he will be the one who she feels secure with.
he will always be there for her when she needs someone to talk to.
he will not take her love for granted and love is what back he will give.
he will be the person whom she can put all her trust in, and not be a fool.


he will never leave her, never deceive her, never break her heart.
no matter what, he is to make sure she wont even get a single cut.
he is to pray for her health, pray for her wealth, and hope she'll always be fine.
if i had just one wish, THAT would be mine..

i dont really care if i dont get her, as long as she's doing fine.
i dont care if i will suffer inside...

FINALLY 18 and LEGAL(:

i'm OFICIALLY 18!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
you know.. i've always wanted to be this age,
for god knows what reason cus i really have no idea why.
maybe it just looks like a nice age to be at,
BUT...
i only get to be 18 for a year, so i'm gonna make full use of my time being 18 (:

study hard..
play hard..
gym hard..
shoot hard.. (archery)

and yes..
i'm not gonna ever let go of this group of ppl called GLs..
they are the only family i have in poly tt i can trust A LOT
and have millions and trillions and zillions of truckloads of fun with,
without having to worry much abt the world around me..
i love every-single-one of them to DA MAX!!!
and it will FOREVER stay that way(:

and of course... there are the special group of special ppl..
who add spice to my life to make it almost perfect(:
and thanks to these people,
my 18th birthday was a very very very memorable one..

this year, i dont care if a million people wished me a happy birthday..
cus its NOT the quantity that counts.. its the QUALITY (thanks REYNARD!!)

what surprise this group of ppl gave me ystd was a small one..
but that didnt matter AT ALL.
what mattered was WHO gave me the surprise.. and what also mattered was the THOUGHT they all put in..
and i can tell you, this group of special people whom i hold very dear to my heart..
are the SWEETEST and BEST bunch of ppl ever!!
they are non other than...



NATALIE!!
ZAID!!
RACHEL!!
REYNARD!!
TAUFIQ!! (TABUNG)
YONG QUAN!!
PRAVIN!!



i will FOREVER LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! ((:

and for those who couldnt make it, i know they wished they could've been there.
all in all, it was a GREAT 18th birthday spent with even GREATER friends(:



really,
i couldnt have asked more from you guys.
thank you for ALL ur bdae wishes and blessings.
AND THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR THIS MEMORABLE 18th :D
till death do us part, we will always be together as ONE FAMILY (:







LOVE,
izzul (: