the love of my life, Cara Chang Cai Ling

Getting Fat

i miss those days when i had muscles & abs );

Teenage Dream

i've found her.. i cant believe i've actually found her. my missing puzzle piece.. Cara Chang

sometimes.. i feel like life's playing a game with me, when i want to take it seriously...












crush Me..

=S ............ September...

Anberlin - Inevitable

i swear.. that whenever i talk to you, my heart beats hell faster.
we speak in different voices, when fighting with the ones we've loved.
i swear.. i fought the old me and buried him in my past.
trials in life questions my existence here.
i swear.. i would do anything to make this right. anything..
i wana feel all superhuman when i'm with you.
i swear.. i'm being punished, every single second of this torment without you.
scars that will never show and wounds that will never bleed.
i swear.. ur someone who's smile makes me feel like i've been holding back.
i cant win i'm losing the fight.. all the time.
i swear.. for you, i'm trying to be a better man.
i made the same mistake twice, and i'm trying to flip the page.
i swear.. i'll be there.






















i think i know how.. on my own..

Daughtry - Crashed

every night,
waited for her to come on since.
to no avail, alright.
couldnt sleep, couldnt close my eyes.
i tried, i really did try.
and all i got were nightmares THIS size.
i just had to think, of all the things i've done to you.
and how to ever stand up again.

wanted to talk things out,
makes things up, clear the fog one day.
am i the only one trying to blow it away?
thought she was mad at me; she definitely is.
cus i tried to say hello today
but head held high, face turned away. yup..
i've got nth left to say.
i'm sorry. thats all this soul can think of pleading.



















yearn for forgiveness..