30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

i have gotta spill out all my thoughts one day..
its killing me inside. and this is the longest....



















just got deja vu. third time today

FRIENDSHIP

"Triple-F guy flirting with girls that are Above Average in school".

BIAS POINT OF VIEW
A fucking fuly & fat guy just flirt with the girl that i like, classic.
And very soon, she will join his army of bffff (best fucking female friend forever).
Why can't he just leave her alone and entertain the rest of his soldiers!? He very well knows that we have a thing for each other and he's there sabotaging. GAH!
Not that i want to say, even his easily expose flirting techniques are so outdated that my grandpa doesn't use it anymore:( ENOUGH, FULLSTOP

Afterall, She is just unaware of how i feel when she ignores me over and over again. I want to be there for you when you're down, when you're not alright & for everything in life. But you never once approached.. how can a couple build up trust if he's not even given the opportunity to... not one. not any.
you gotta start somewhere right.
"The hardest and most painful thing in life is to watch the one you love, love someone else". I bet everyone agrees with this fact.

GEEKS SPELLS DOOM TO COOL GUYS

A undeniable and detrimental fact, "hot girls love geeks"

BOY/GIRL

"Why are girls oblivious of guys flirting with them." This simply implies that girls are born out to be housewifes! Two weeks of my holiday flew like no bitch business:(

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

holy shit.
i'm like tearing a lot. and i dunno why.
my eyes dont hurt, but maybe smth else does..



























sometimes.. i just.. wonder if we will ever be... and it breaks me down to think otherwise..

the day i tore my right bicep brachii.. (4 eggs)

The Red Jumpsuit Aparratus - Cat & Mouse

you never gave me the chance...












no matter how many good deeds you did, even if its a million.. one wrong is enough to jeopardize all. that. fucking. painful. effort..

TODAY IS THE DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING BTT !! (first attempt) lol..
THURSDAY
4th JUNE 2009
9.50am
SSDC

We Are Broken

i am outside
and i've been waiting for the sun
with my wide eyes
i've seen worlds that don't belong
my mouth is dry with words i cannot verbalize
tell me why we live like this

keep me safe inside
your arms like towers
tower over me

yeah
cause we are broken
what must we do to restore
our innocence
and all the promise we adored
give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

lock the doors
cause i'd like to capture this voice
that came to me tonight
so everyone will have a choice
and under red lights
i'll show myself it wasn't forged
we're at war
we live like this

keep me safe inside
your arms like towers
tower over me

cause we are broken
what must we do to restore
our innocence
and all the promise we adored
give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

tower over me
tower over me
...and i'll take the truth at any cost.










seriously just fuck off, izzul..