this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
'cause you know,
you know, you know

that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore..

far away..

wah, very long never post liao.
past few days reach home so late
today is my rest day.

hmm..
lets see if i can recall what happened the past few days...

wednesday:
went to Dover mrt to meet uncle johnny in the morning
the SP girls are hot sia..
and i was in their territory
so i cant do shit
but just wait there for 20mins for uncle johnny to come pick me up
lol..

after tt went to Fairfield Methodist Primary School
for fun-shoot
first time i go there
got me, gerry, tess, uncle johnny, and auntie whitney
quite a lot of ppl for 48 primary 6 students
but they all very good lah
not as bad as secondary school de
this one easier to handle
and i was DOS

they also shoot very good
almost half of them get yellow most of the time
and half of tt half are girls
wahlao, P6 girls power..

when i came there i saw a boy setting up his own bow
den i ask him where he go shoot
he say home team ns there
cool seh, i think the second day he got 3rd for iko
his name is jonathan
den also got this girl damn cheeky one
she call herself homo-sexual
den keep telling me she is
and soon after, she keep calling me homo-sexual -.-
uncle johnny also keep laughing
and her name is hui min

still can rmbr, lol..

after tt went tanglin,
my feelings for them is the same as tess's
so you can go read her blog on tanglin school
but i really think they are very innocent kids.
jus wished tt there was more i could do lor

guess what happened after tt..
still got another one leh
we go all the way to Singapore Sports Council (SSC)
to hold fun-shoot


uncle johnny say his back pain
den uncle chew there say he no voice
den auntie whitney busy settling some stuff at their office
den gerry play my laptop
den tess dun wana do...
so in the end i brief lor -.-


wth, first time brief alrd kena adults
briefing adults feel quite funny leh
arnd 20+ of them summore

they were all okay
got these 2 young ladies who's form was very nice
look like they do archery before
but i ask den they say never

okay, after tt was done...
guess where we headed to next?
we went to pic up the van from the servicing station dunno where
den met auntie pat, carres and mei xin there
so me, auntie whitney and tess transfer to the van lor
uncle johnny go home
den we go range take some stuff

tess and mei xin went crazy inside the van lah
dunno why also
den carres also keep laughing until her saliva kena my face....
after we go range we STILL went to office
and by tt time quite late alrd
and tess and mei xin were still siao
dunno them lah, like kena possess or something
laugh non stop
den auntie pat and auntie whitney thought they bullying me
LOL

after office, we all go eat dinner
and even then, they were all still siao
except carres lah, dunno why suddenly emo
i think she tired uh..
tess and mei xin keep laughing at dunno what
and carres looked a bit sick
but she managed to finish her spaghetti, haha

after eating, auntie pat insisted on sending me home
although i say dun wan, i wana take mrt
but she still dun let,
she say cus very late alrd
so, because of tt.....
i had to sit thru another whole half hour of tess's and mei xin's
crazy spree, which never seemed to stop, lol
ppl tired after such a long day they still can like tt
lol


kinda lazy to blog abt yesterday
hmm, maybe tmr bah
i wana go sleep liao








we're drifting further apart...

i just realised smth
tt i should have 2 weeks ago..

nvm,

i'm off to sleep.
got work tmr and school after tt,
same thing the next day too..
sian...

what's meant to be will become.. in time...


oftentimes ppl will leave out the 'in time' part at the back of tt phrase
well, obviously ppl will think its obsolete
when what they want to happen, just doesnt
of course within the limitations of their fortitude.

well duh, you cant just wait 2 days and when IT doesnt happen,
you give up..
unless you're absolutely certain there's no hope...
in tt case, go ahead and just walk out the EXIT..
no one's stopping you.
but just bear in mind tt no one's telling you to go too..
its YOUR heart tt makes the verdict...






11.11pm.
someone once told me tt if you see tt number my chance..
someone somewhere is missing you...
somehow... i dont think so..

"we were meant to live for so much more"


this phrase has got me thinking..
over and over and over again.

i could write 5 whole essays on what's going thru my mind now just on tt phrase.
let alone the other billions of thoughts still wafting in my head..
its hard to be happy when you've got so much
on ur side tt is....





10.44pm..
goodnight world...

OMG..
something amazing just happened o.o
hmm... hmmm.....
nah, i'm sure its just plain coincidence,
that.. *ahem*


okay, i just ate like $7 worth of white carrot cake?
no choice lah, my mother buy one den no one else eating scared waste
and my stomach feels a little weird
i think got like 5 eggs inside?!
wth lah, i'm gonna grow fat tonight
all tt warm-up running arnd the field at the range this morning was for nth...
shit lah, i will NEVER eat so much again in my life
i swear..

and not only will i grow fat from tt;
i suffered the whole time i was chewing tt 'monster' up
no thanks to the stupid big fat cut in my lip..
DAMN pain sia...
and i think cus of all tt junk food,
the cut just grew bigger
cus now even when i drink water it hurts..
still taste blood....

today was quite wasted,
AGAIN, because of the bad weather
if i was a couch potato at home, i wouldnt care if it rained everyday
but i'm not! instead, i'm a stupid guy who's trying to be moderate in this thing called Archery..
tts all i'm asking for; to be MODERATE
yet the weather cant coorperate with me to fulfill this trivial request..
neither is my strenth...

all i can say is...
LOL.

so i only managed to shoot form for only 1 and a half hours,
which i couldnt make full use of
cus got 4 very noisy and mischiveous boys
making a hell lot of noise near where i was shooting
although jm was 10m away from me shooting form on another board, i think he also cannot focus.
make more noise summore lah.. missing the huge board at 3m still wana talk -.-
if i missed the board at 3m WITH SIGHT, i would QUIT archery..
and tts exactly what those boys should do.

quite tired now,
but still satisfied tt i'm making adequate progress changing my form
and release especially.

i'm gonna sleep at 10pm
latest by 10.15pm bah





YOU are my mood.

wah..
damn tired seh
today shoot from morning until 7 like tt
my back still hurts a bit

i'd argue with vanessa on the BABY issue
but i just too tired uh..
anw, good to hear she's doing well in Philippines (:

AND

i was training form at 18m near 5pm
den during one of the shots, the bow drop swing a lot
the first swing back, the lower limb hit my chin Damn hard
den when it swing back down, hit my lip EVEN harder..
bleed a lot sia, den i thought why my saliva taste like blood
but i just keep swallowing..
now got a very deep cut in my inner lip
damn pain lah :\

and also, guess what?
i found out at the end of the day when i was about to keep my set
tt i was shooting the wrong form all along...
and tts why my back hurts..
tmr changing back to korea form..
i go sleep le




good luck to me for tt